Fourth of july baseball

Hi guys,
I was a victim of identity theft in July 2022 and had placed a lock on my credit for all three Bureaus and went through all the process for filing complaints, police reports, filing everything on identityTheft.gov.
Today, I received an email from Citi Bank that a credit card application was pending. I called various Citi Bank fraud numbers and eventually one of the departments told me that Experian produced the credit report. I verified on the Experian website that the Credit Freeze is still in place.
I filed a complaint to CFBP, but what else I should do at this point to protect myself if credit freeze is not working?

If I have 60 days to appeal, and I may have new evidence after that 60 days, if I go ahead and submit the appeal will they wait on possible new evidence in making another determination for the reconsideration? Cause I have 60 days from June 5th and I have two new doctors appointments in July and August with new tests that may prove a new condition, will they wait on that evidence? I'm also working on getting new statements from doctors. I'm just unsure of how long the reconsideration is even gonna take to process but I want to make sure they have that possible future evidence in time.

Okay. My birthday is next month and I am saving up for a PC. I need to spend at little as possible since my country is in an economical crisis rn and everything is like double the price (im not even sure if i will be able to have a PC this year).
I want to learn how to code and I want to learn how to make models using blockbench and blender. ( I have tried blockbench before, but haven't tried blender). I also play easy to run games (ROBLOX, Minecraft, maybe gonna get FIFA 2023 and Fortnite too and I think I'm gonna install rocket league again cause why not?
So, I looked at some proccessors and parts and I'm gonna go with Ryzen since I don't think I'll get a graphics card and to my knowledge Ryzen APUs perform much better than Intel ones do.
Some processors I've considered are the Ryzen 3 2200g, Ryzen 3 3200g and the Ryzen 5 5600g (tell me if there's anything else that is not so expensive). I think it's pretty clear I'm going for a super budget budget budget PC (so pls no recommendations for any RX 6600XT or any graphics card) The ram is gonna be dual channel (2×8 3200Mhz)
Rest of the parts you guys help me pick the cheapest and most price to performance parts. (I want some RGB fans but not ones that are expensive) (If any of those processors come with a CPU cooler I'm not gonna buy a new CPU cooler)
If I hopefully manage to get a PC I'll post an update as soon as possible. (Bday on 17th July) (Sorry if my English wasn't good I'm not a native speaker, and sorry if my text spacing thingy format is bad I'm on mobile).

I'm looking to upgrade the fermentation side of my setup and the Anvil Fermentation Buckets with their cooling system has caught my eye. I can get a mini fridge for free from a friend and put a tub of water or glycol or something and use that as a poor man's glycol chiller of sorts. While using plastic bucket fermenters in a temperature controlled chest freezer would probably be cheaper, the space I have available wouldn't work with a bulky, rigid box of a chest freezer. I do have some questions though!
Anyone have experience with the Anvil Fermentation Buckets or their cooling system? My basement tends to hover around 70-72F so I don't need a ton of chilling power I don't think. I'm hoping they'll do a July 4th sale to bring the price down. I like the idea of being able to do a closed transfer as well.
As far as the spigot and using it for samples and transfer, do you spray some Star-San up it and scrub with a small brush before use? I've only used a spigot with a bottling bucket and it sat in pieces in Star-San immediately before assembly, so a spigot that's all exposed during fermentation gives me pause but I'm probably over thinking it.
Is glycol the best liquid to run in the cooling pipes if it's kept in a fridge or would something else be better? Glycol isn't food safe so if there was a leak it could ruin a beer.
What is the best way to oxygenate the wort before pitching? With plastic fermenters I've always done that shake method but I don't think that's feasible with stainless steel buckets with a #7 bung opening. Also is oxygenation as necessary if you do a yeast starter?
Unrelated, got my Ward's Water test back:
https://imgur.io/4EghOO1
I think it looks pretty solid, I'll probably do a SMASH Ale, one with Deerpark water (what I've used thusfar) and one with tap water, water corrections for both according to Beersmith, and see if there's much difference.
Cheers!

It’s so funny seeing me try to set schedules and then never opening them up again.

{THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS THE FOLLOWING: Existential dread, emotional moments, romance, and a singular phrase which could be seen as suggestive depending on how dirty your mind is. ;) }
(Any sentences or phrases wrapped with brackets "[ ]" are designated as inner monologue!)
Thank you to u/SpacePaladin15 for creating this wonderful literary universe!
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Memory transcription subject: James Willik, Human Historian
Date [standardized human time]: July 15, 2165
“Umm. Sooo, isn’t the universe only around 14 billion years old?”
“You would be correct.” The scientist’s expression showed that he was as dumbfounded as I was. “I should add that the highest number that any of our new dating devices can go is to around 20 billion, it is entirely possible that the artifact could be even older than we can detect.”
[What the fuck.]
A shrill voice from my left shook me out of my stupor. I looked to my side to see Lemva standing out of her seat, her tail lashing angrily. “Is this some elaborate joke? That isn’t possible. What you’re saying isn’t possible.” President Zhao began to speak. “I am fully aware how frankly nonsensical this is sounding, but this is serious and we need to approach this with an open mind. The Federation rated this item as a danger to the entire galaxy for a reason. We have no idea what we’re dealing with here and with something that could pose this much danger that is not acceptable.” Lemva suddenly spat with a ferocity I haven’t heard in a long time. Her anger frightened me not just because of her abnormal behavior and proximity, but also because of the recipient of her anger.
“You are aware that what you’re saying undermines everything we know about existence, right? Are you aware of that? Do you have any idea how INSANE this is sounding? You’re telling us, US, a couple of unqualified nobody misfit historians, that we’re somehow prophesied by this magical indestructible artifact that existed before time to do… something? AND YOU DON’T EVEN KNOW WHAT THAT SOMETHING IS?! You just expect us to take this sitting down? Uh-uh, no, I’m not accepting this.” I tapped the table gently to get her attention, she snapped one of her orange eyes at me in response, I could barely get out what I was going to say in fear of her. “Maybe we shouldn’t yell at President Zhao?” I squeaked my suggestion at her. She just smoldered at me.
Lemva quickly pushed her chair backward and power-walked through the doors of the conference room, the force from her slamming the door rattled its hinges. I sometimes forget how strong she is, perks of evolving on such a high gravity planet I suppose. I glance at my remaining two partners and they are just as shaken as me. We all slowly look back at Zhao in fear of his response to Lemva’s attitude. Zhao still looked calm, so that’s good, but his posture indicated exhaustion.
“You three can leave for now, I’ll schedule another meeting for tomorrow once she’s settled down. If you could talk to her, that would be greatly appreciated.” Zhao started to rise from his seat but paused momentarily. “Oh I forgot to mention, you’ve been granted access to the guest residence wing. Lars, hand them their cards please.” A large man walked around and passed us our cards, handing me a second one presumably for Lemva. “The suite’s code on the tram is S29. You’re dismissed.”
Cayek, Tassak, and I quickly hurried out of the room to catch up with the furious venlil. Thankfully she hadn’t gone far, and was just waiting at the tram. We approached her quietly, none of us having the courage to start a conversation. She barely acknowledged us as we drew closer. I steeled myself to initiate contact but to my surprise she decided to do it first. “We’re leaving. Fuck this, they expect us to just accept that everything we know is wrong? They can take their invitations and shove them up their asses.” I gathered the courage to respond to her.
“I’ve never seen you this angry before. Talk to me.” She sighed, seeming to deflate as she did. Most of her anger melted off of her and left defeat in its place. “I need some time, I don’t have the energy right now.” “Alright, that’s ok. Before we left the conference room, we were handed keycards to the suite. Zhao said that we could stay there for a while.
Lemva looked up at my face with an eye. The happy glint she usually carried in her eyes was replaced with a dull feeling of hopelessness. “Okay.” I gently placed a hand on her shoulder. She answered my request to hug her before I had even asked. She buried the side of her head into my chest. We sat there for a few seconds, and it felt good, but all good things had to come to an end eventually. I silently guided her into the tram, Cayek and Tassak following close behind. The doors closed and I typed in the code for our suite, S29. The tram took off and winded through a maze of hidden tunnels before arriving at our destination.
Exiting the tram, we came to a closed set of heavy fake wooden doors with a keycard reader to the side. I swiped my card and the hidden locks on the doors clicked several times, before the doors swung open. [Wow. This is a really nice room.]
I guided Lemva onto a nearby sofa and marched into the gargantuan kitchen provided to us in order to prepare some coffee for her. As I waited for the coffee machine to finish, I saw Cayek and Tassak exploring their new surroundings. Cayek walked around and admired the luxurious artistry that permeated the space, while Tassak… Tassak poked at various objects as if she had never seen them before. She reminded me of a curious child. She accidentally tore a hole in a chair with her claw before hastily trying to hide the damage with a very obviously out of place pillow.
The coffee machine sputtered the last few drops of liquid ambrosia into Lemva’s mug and I hurried over to where she was sitting. I placed the warm cup into her paws and sat beside her. For several minutes we watched some TV on the large screen across from us. Lemva leaned more into my shoulder the longer we sat there. Tassak and Cayek had gone to their rooms by now. After watching 8 episodes of the ninety-seventh season of The Simpsons, she had calmed down.
I looked down at her. “Are you ready to talk now?” She nodded. “Mhm.” “Ok, do you wanna tell me why you got so angry during the conference?” She frowned slightly. “Everything they were saying… the artifact, I just…” She stopped for a moment to gather her words. “If what they said was true, and the artifact is from before the universe, and it depicts us… that implies so much. If what they said is true, then whoever made the artifact could see the future. If they could see the future, that means fate exists. If fate exists, then that means that everything I’ve ever done, everything that we’ve ever done, was meaningless. I mean, all my struggles, all my successes, for no reason.” She looked up at me and I could tell she could see my confusion.
“If you were playing a game, and every action you took did absolutely nothing to change the end result, but the whole time you thought that they did, wouldn’t it hurt to realize in the middle of a round that your input is entirely meaningless and changes nothing? But then, if you look at it another way, there’s the idea that you’re not even really alive, that you’re just a machine going through the motions. The idea that everything you were, are, and will be, every action you take, every thought you think, every emotion you feel is just a set of directions and ideas set to play out for the rest of eternity, that you’re just a couple words on a page to be read…”
I had no idea how to respond to that. I was never all too good at imagining such high-brow philosophical concepts, and I’ve always been even worse at handling the emotions of others, so wrap the two up into a depressing little veggie wrap and you’ve got me stumped. I did the only thing I could think to do at that moment. I wrapped my arms around her and placed my chin on her forehead. She snuggled into my body. I hadn’t felt this much comfort for a long, long time.
“Y’know… after I dropped contact those few years ago, I always wanted to send you a message, tell you I miss you, tell you why I stopped contacting, those sorts of things. But I never did. Because I was afraid.” I lifted my chin off Lemva’s head and she looked up at my face. I stared down back at her. “What were you afraid of?” She asked me in a soft voice. “Lots of things. I was afraid of explaining what happened, the “incident” was too recent to talk about. I was afraid that you’d hate me for disappearing, and the fear only got worse the longer time went. But mostly…” I inhaled sharply as I prepared myself. “I was afraid you’d betray me.” Lemva’s eyes held a puzzled and pained expression.
“I didn’t tell you who killed my parents, only that someone did. Soon after I was born, my father went into the venlil exchange program and met a venlil named Draton. They became friends almost immediately, or at least, Draton pretended to become friends.” Malice filled my voice as I talked about the scum who murdered my family. “I loved him growing up, almost as much as my parents, for a while he was like, my third favorite person in the world. He was like an uncle to me and a sibling to my parents.” I gulped and looked away. “Hopefully it should be obvious what I’m saying he did.” I took a shuddering breath and looked deep into Lemva’s eyes. “I was terrified that another loved one would turn out to be a monster. I was terrified that you would turn out to be a monster.”
I closed my eyes and mustered all the courage I could manage and called upon every deity from every religion I could remember or had even heard of in passing. I opened my eyes and placed my hands gently on the sides of Lemva’s head. She didn’t resist. “Alright… this is my greatest secret yet. I’ve been so scared to tell you but I can’t keep holding it in anymore, I need you to know.” Lemva held her breath.
“I love you Lemva, I’ve loved you since we first hung out in history club, I loved you when you cheered and hopped around at our graduation, I loved you when you talked so enthusiastically about your job. I always have, and I always will, love you.” I could feel my face burning as blood rushed through my cheeks. Lemva had it even worse though, her face was more orange than the fruit the color was named after. Her eyes were so wide I could barely see her irises anymore.
Tears formed in her eyes, but I could tell right away that these weren’t tears of sadness. The goofiest and cutest smile I had ever seen in my life quickly formed on her little face. She squeaked at me in delight. “You have no idea how long I’ve been waiting to hear you say that.” She reached up, grabbed my hands, and squeezed them tight. I could feel her tail wrap around my back, a gentle force guided me closer to her. “You sure you wanna do this?”
“I’ve been around humans all my life, I know what a kiss is, dummy.” She whispered amusedly. We closed our eyes and embraced for the first time. All my worries, fears, and doubts melted away and drained off of my mind like meltwater off a cliff as we sat there basking in each other’s warmth.
We separated our faces and stared at each other. The happy glint in her beautiful orange eyes had returned brighter than I had ever seen it before. We sat staring for what seemed like forever, I had forgotten that a world existed beyond this sofa. I looked up at an antique clock mounted on the wall and waited a moment as my implant translated the extraterrestrial time-keeping system into a familiar 12-hour format. 8PM. Almost as if in response to my realization of the time, a wave of exhaustion crashed into me like a rogue space freighter. I wanted so desperately to stay here cuddled with Lemva for the rest of my life, but alas, sleep deprivation is a cruel mistress.
“Lem, it’s 8pm, we gotta get some sleep if we’re gonna attend the conference tomorrow.” “Awww, a couple more minutes? Pleeeeeeeease?” “I know this is really comfy and I know you don’t wanna think about ‘the object’ but we’ve got to do it.” I could tell she was still uncomfortable thinking about the implication that even the mention of the artifact carried with it, and we still would need to talk that through, but for now at least, she wasn’t having an existential crisis.
We untangled ourselves, rose off the sofa, and headed toward our rooms. But Lemva suddenly halted in the middle of the hallway. I spun around to see why she stopped. She looked down at the ground and rubbed her paws together like she does when she’s nervous, her face was an almost neon orange, miraculously managing to be even more vibrant than before. She wore a bashful smile on her face. “Is something wrong?” “no… I was just wondering, could I sleep in your room for tonight?” “Sure. Why, is there something wrong?”
“No… there’s just… something I’ve been wanting to try…”
“Wha- oh.”
“Oh.”
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(I think I've got a hang of the reddit formatting now. However, advice and critiques of the way the story is told are still very welcome.)

Hi everyone. This is my first post on this subreddit…I wasn’t sure where else to seek advice, but I really need some input from nurses with experience in the areas below. I’m a 34yo woman finishing nursing school at the end of July (this is my 3rd career-finally found my calling, yay!), and I live in Florida. I have had two offers from different units at the same hospital to begin a nurse residency program after I pass boards in September. It’s something I need to decide on now because they start you as an advanced tech and then transition you to GN after licensure. The issue I’m having is that I’m not sure where to choose & what would be best for a foundation for just starting out as a nurse.
My options are: 1. Cardiopulmonary PCU w/ lung transplants 2. Cardiac PCU w/ post CABG patients 3. Surgical Transplant PCU/IMU w/ some patients straight from PACU and lots of kidney/livepancreas transplants
They all have good management and seem to be teamwork oriented with RN ratios of 1:4-5. And tech ratios of 1:10-13.
About me: I have ADHD and prefer fast-ish paced environments, and I love to be challenged. I have a year experience as a float tech on many diff PCUs, med surg, ED, psych, etc. but I know it’s so much different as a nurse. My passion is holistic/alternative preventative health so I want to be an NP and work in primary care someday, so none of these units really fit with that—I’m just trying to figure out which would be best for a new grad & for potentially becoming a traveller! Thank you so much for any advice you can offer!

How many of you use 3rd party apps to browse and post on this sub?
Come July when the 3rd parties are shut down, how much of a hit will it take to this sub in regards to content and discussion?
I know some of you Yinzers probably already use the website or official app, but what about those who don’t?
It just has me curious since many other subreddits are discussing the same thing.

Hi everyone! I've searched the posts, and not found an answer for this, but imagine there are folks out there who have solved this problem for themselves... I am just getting started and am buying dive boots to go with open-back fins. I will be doing my certification in Gloucester, MA in July so super-cold water (though will be diving in warmer places for sure!). All the high-top style boots I've tried that fit my feet are too tight for my large calves. They would end up cutting off my circulation. Should I get ankle-high 3mm boots and supplement with tall 3mm or 5mm neoprene socks? Can you wear both together? Or do you know of wide-calf brands/boots? (I've researched it to death at this point....)
Thanks!

I am a first time homebuyer and closed on my place in July of last year with a Prime - 1.25% Adjustable Mortgage. I unfortunately did not do enough research on this topic to fully understand the possible implications of an adjustable rate mortgage (back to back to back rate hikes as we've seen).
My payments have increased roughly $1000 and are currently sitting at $3,302 with the latest rate hike from BoC. I'm currently being offered 4.99% on a 5-year fixed rate. This would bring my payment down to $3,084 for immediate savings of $218 per month.
While I have ability financially to weather more rate hikes from the BoC, I am truly getting sick of monitoring this situation and reading about it constantly. I wouldn't say I'm overly stressed about it, but I find myself hating the speculation, headlines, and constantly reading about rates, wondering if I'm making the correct decision.
It seems like additional rate hikes could be coming down the pipeline and I'm leaning towards locking in at the 4.99%. Before I do that, I'm looking for some commentary from strangers on the internet. What would you do if you were in my situation? How do you put value on the peace of mind from locking in the rate?
Thank you for reading a commenting. Let me know if there is anything I can elaborate on.
Cheers!

My brother and I will be visiting Barna during the 2nd week of July. Friends in the know have told me that the CyberCity escape room is one of the best in the world. We would like to round up 2-3 more people to do this room with us on July 13 or 14. It will cost 30 EUR per person. We are not escape room junkies but we have done a few and we're not bad. Please DM me if you're interested!

Flying to the West Coast in July and looking at the crazy ways necessary to do it....
So if the Amtrak from New Haven is scheduled to get to the Newark airport at 4:30 PM for a flight at 6pm, is this enough of a buffer or cutting it too close?
Thanks in advance

I’m on month 5 at 60 mg a day, but I started a few days late from when I actually got my script and I’ve missed a few days here and there.
If I was perfectly on schedule I would be done July 25th, but where I am at I won’t be done till August 12th.
If I take an extra pill every so often to meet the actual end date of July 25th am I messing up my results?
I obviously want to be on for as little time as possible in the summer, as well as get the process done over all.
Not sure if this makes total sense, but if anyone knows whether you have to actually be on accutane for 6 months or rather finish 6 months of doses that would be super helpful

Have called and got told two different things by two different representatives. Statement balance is due on the 5th of the month, billing cycle closes on the 9th. First rep told me that we won’t get the points from May until the statement balance that populates on June 9th is paid (due on July 5th). Second rep told me that as soon as we paid the statement balance from May 9th before June 5th the points would populate. We pay on a rolling basis so the balance from may 9th has been paid in full a few times over. Still no points on my account. The last rep told me he was sending it on to their tech team and I should hear back in 3-5 business days. Ideas? Clarification on how the point cycle actually works?

Hi all! My husband and I are going to Disneyland & California Adventure for just one day and I opted for a park hopper. We won’t be able to ride thrill rides because I’m pregnant (so just the easy going stuff & shows). We plan on taking a break at the hotel midday, but doing rope drop to close. Any tips or things that we should definitely do in either park? I’m starting to make a rough plan for our itinerary.
Also, is it possible to view World of Color and then jump over to see Wondrous Journey? Or am I living in a dream world? We’ll be going on Tuesday, July 11th if that gives any insight.
Thanks in advance!

I was going through the AMA posted by Spez (it's extremely spicy and exactly what was expected so go read it if you haven't) and in his main post he mentions this:

Effective July 1, 2023, the rate limits to use the Data API free of charge are:
100 queries per minute per OAuth client id if you are using OAuth authentication and 10 queries per minute if you are not using OAuth authentication.
Today, over 90% of apps fall into this category and can continue to access the Data API for free.

Naturally this makes me curious about Boost's situation in this scenario. Is there any chance you could get by without paying anything?
I don't even know what does OAuth authentication mean but can we users personally authenticate via our own OAuth? Because 100 queries per minute genuinely feels like a lot and I don't think most people would be requesting the API that much, would they?
If there's anyone here who knows more about this, please let me know. Also paging u/rmayayo since you'd probably be in the best position to answer this question.
Thanks!

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It's SUCH a weird situation to be in. Knowing we both miss each other, knowing we both want to see each other, knowing we both want to talk, knowing we both know we shouldn't. We're navigating this together.
I've never had a post-breakup conversation before. When I asked you to meet with me, you agreed immediately. We spoke like old friends. Was that really only four days ago?
You told me you missed me too. It's only the fourth time you've ever said that to me, and you've never said it with such sadness in your voice. You told me how when we broke up, you felt like you could breath again; sad, yes, but there was no longer this looming dark fog around us. I knew exactly what you meant. I told you how since we've broken up, I've actually been doing really well, spare the sadness of your absence. You knew exactly what I meant. I've always believed we understand each other in ways most people only dream of being understood, and our conversation only solidified that belief. We're different, but we're the same.
You told me you were glad I spoke up, and that it opened your eyes. We agreed we need time individually to work through things. We agreed it sucks to have to take that time. You never gave me an answer on the future, though. You agreed you didn't want this to be the ending, and we agreed that if we tried again now, we'd repeat the same mistakes. You told me you didn't know what the healthiest way to proceed was, and you didn't want to put me in an unhealthy place again. We agreed we were both going to be sad for a while, and oh, how I wish we could be sad together. Before you left, I asked you for a hug. You told me you'd love one, and I could tell by how you held me that you meant it.
You told me how often you thought about reaching out; it can't be more often than I do. Two days ago you messaged me, in the thoughtful way you always used to, and I got caught up in my feelings. Later you suggested in "maybe" early July, you'll make me dinner and show me around your house. It'll be something different when I go back. I'm excited to see your progress, and I know I'll be devastated I wasn't around to see it happen. Even just a month is such a long time to be out of each others' lives. Who knows how we'll feel then? Who know who we'll be? You kindly declined my invitation to spend your favorite holiday together, and that's where the conversation ended. My therapist told me not to message you again, to enforce boundaries. I ignored the first part and listened to the second; I asked you not to reply to my message, and I told you the truth.
(I see you trying. Not just with me, but in general and for yourself. Keep that shit up.)
I should've elaborated, but I have a tendency to over-speak. That's what I want, for you to try for yourself. You owe it to yourself to be healthy and happy, especially after spending so long standing in your own way. With or without me, you deserve to be healthy and happy. I want to see you happy and healthy. You're worth it. Please decide you're worth it.
There are no hard feelings, sweet boy. Only soft ones.