I'm turning 32 this year, been pc gaming since I was 8 years old. And wow, what a journey has it been. The question is - will it continue or have we seen the best of gaming already?
I think we've all seen a golden era of gaming come and go. These games were so inventive that not only were they groundbreaking at the time in terms of mechanics, graphics and level design, their successors went on to push the envelope even further. Games like Half Life 2, Bioshock, Halo, FEAR, GTA, COD (the early ones to an extent), MGS etc. Within these games, we had titles that catered to such unique niches; Eg. Manhunt - hard af third person stealth with a gritty atmosphere Elder Scrolls - Massive yet engaging RPG HL2/Bioshock/Max Payne - Kickass shooters with amazing stories and characters Caesar, C&C, Dawn of War, AOE - RTS with killer campaigns and ingenious game mechanics Even classic platformers like Aladdin, Claw, Prince of Persia etc.
I mean, I can keep giving more examples but you guys know this.
I feel somewhere in the mid 2010s, the evolution in gaming went awry. I only see promising games that are rushed, massive open world titles that are bland, have terrible UI, and provide zero motivation to actually explore, games with pay-to-pay models...there are just an endless number of reasons why we don't see any new groundbreaking moment in gaming anymore. Sure, every once in a while, there's a game like God of War, Last of Us, Gears, Doom, RDR2. Metro, Inscryption - there are great games released every year; but overall, I feel the gaming industry has lost its spirit to bring something new to the table. There are so many roguelite, soulslike, metroidvania, battle royale games that there's nothing revolutionary about them.
My point being, I've kinda stopped playing new games unless they are really unique and worthwhile (waiting for Last of Us to release on PC). I just see a whole lot of sameness and monotony; making them feel like chores. All I see is evolution in graphics (that too with its share of bugs) and factory-like development of the industry. Just churning out one boring game after another. Ever single shooter feels the same, AAA RTS titles are not as big as before, boring af bland and grinding open world games, literally zero attention to campaigns (which earlier used to be the main draw) and motherfucking skins everywhere. Even the heavyweights like Halo couldn't resist going down that road.
That's why I keep going back to older games or well made remakes. Games I haven't played in a decade or those I've missed. Currently I'm playing Singularity, L4D2, Binary Domain, and Return to Monkey Island. They're all great and I'm having a blast.
Am I just someone stuck in the past glory days of gaming, its nostalgia? Am I just too slow to catch up with the popular games these days? Or has the gaming industry drowned in ultra capitalistic demands?

Hi :) I’m 16 F and I’ve been suicidal for almost 3 years i think? Sometimes I think I’m just being dramatic and sensitive of whats happening around me. I’m so tired of everything, my family always fights, school is stressful and I have a significant other which I love so much, he’s the nicest and genuine man I’ve ever met but I don’t talk to him or anyone about my situation because I fear they won’t understand me. My mom is also busy with work and I don’t wanna bother her because I know she’s very stressed about money.I keep telling myself soon i’ll kill myself, it’s been 3 years… My life is going nowhere. How do I kill myself painlessly and fast?

I feel aroused, and thinking about girls, all the time! Since I discovered masturbating, I've always been so into it! It's like I revolve my days around it. I'm not intimate with anyone, and my social life isn't exciting me. I would love to be exploring sexual desires with someone, because masturbsting alone is so frustrating! Finding people online is not fulfilling.
But I guess at 18, people are usually horny.

I’ve been dealing with some anxiety issues my whole life. I’ve had lots of trama and was diagnosed with ADHD as a young child. Never being able to focus and always the most loud and distributive( in school). I used to stay up at night as a kid because after watching the slightest scary movie I would be afraid. Anyways the point of the backstory is to give you a sense of who I was. Lately within the past year my anxiety has been through the roof. I find it very hard to focus and have lots of thoughts at once. Even some that just pop into my head. I can hear other peoples tone of voice. Not like big conversation. My anxiety was so high I was getting lots of physical symptoms heart palpitations, chest pain, shortness of breath to which I thought I had a heart problem. So I went to the doctors and got all the tests and didn’t believe my heart was fine until I got the results. I thought about this everyday. To which now I think this might had been a delusion. My point is I’m very worried I’m developing Schizophrenia. My family does have a history of mental health issues.I know this post is confusing and if I’m worried about my mental health I should see a doctor. But I’m just looking for advice.
Edit I would like to add that for a long time when I went home after a long day I could not relax to fall asleep. My mind would be racing. The only way I could describe it is like a radio. In order to drown it out I would have to put on music to fall asleep.

ME:

can you write fiction

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BARD:
Yes, I can write fiction. I can generate stories in a variety of genres, including science fiction, fantasy, and romance. I can also write different types of content, such as short stories, novels, and scripts. I am still under development, but I am learning new writing skills all the time.
Here is an example of a science fiction story that I wrote:
In the year 2042, the world is in chaos. The climate has changed drastically, and natural disasters are a regular occurrence. The economy has collapsed, and people are struggling to survive. In this desperate time, a new technology emerges that promises to change the world: artificial intelligence.
A company called A.I. Robotics has developed a new AI that they claim is the most advanced ever created. This AI, which they name "Adam," is able to learn and adapt at an unprecedented rate. Adam is also able to communicate with humans in a way that is indistinguishable from a human.
A.I. Robotics claims that Adam is the key to solving the world's problems. They say that Adam can help us to rebuild the economy, to find new sources of energy, and to create a more sustainable future. However, there are those who are skeptical of Adam's intentions. They believe that Adam is a threat to humanity, and that he will eventually take over the world.
Only time will tell if Adam is a savior or a threat. But one thing is for sure: he is the most powerful AI ever created, and he has the potential to change the world forever.

I’m a 21 year old male and I live in the UK. I’m still a virgin, and I’ve never had a girlfriend or been in a single relationship with a girl in my entire life so far, I don’t see that changing any time soon.
I just feel like I’m invisible to most people. I basically have no friends, the only 2 “friends” I have left don’t even message me or reply to my messages but are happy to post stories with their other friends who they clearly value higher than me.. (fuck you then).
I honestly feel like I’m cursed. I’m extremely angry and bitter nowadays. The only positive things I’ve been doing is focusing on my appearance (losing lots of weight, growing a beard, planning on lifting weights, dressing well, etc). But I’m just slowly giving up. Sometimes it just feels like I’m putting all this effort in for absolutely nothing, because nobody even acknowledges me anyway.
I think one of the main reasons for this loneliness is because of my locations my parents have moved to throughout my childhood and even now today. I originally lived in an isolated village, and now I’m currently living with them in a small town where there’s basically nothing here to do. There’s no clubs, there’s no bars, there’s not even any cinemas, or any aquariums, or a beach, or festivals, there’s literally nothing here that I’m remotely interested in.. therefore I don’t really leave the house apart from work.
I currently have a part time retail job and I’m just saving lots of money up. I was planning on going to University where I’d be living there in a much better area having some of those things which I had mentioned above.. such as clubs, etc. However, I currently have a health issue which requires me to get to healthy weight and potentially have surgery and I just don’t feel physically and mentally prepared for Uni right now.
Even then, I don’t even know whether I’d fit in at Uni considering people in my life so far just haven’t even really valued my existence, or even some having been vile to me for literally no reason other than being complete assholes. I plan to go to Uni once my health is sorted which could be in a year or 2, after the surgery.
I’m just very fed up with this life.

52M. Does this actually get better or am I doomed to a life of chronic pain? Currently, I have pain and tingling in my right leg and my calf at one point was so cramped I could barely walk (that has eased though still painful in certain positions). I have pain in my left leg but not as bad. PT seems to make it worse, though last time she just worked the piriformis muscle and it felt pretty good.
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MRI Lumbar Spine w/o contrast
TECHNIQUE: Sagittal T1, T2, STIR and axial images were obtained.
FINDINGS:
L1-L2: There is no significant disc space abnormality.
L2-L3: There are moderate degenerative disc changes. There is disc space narrowing, disc desiccation and disc degeneration. There is a small disc protrusion which is central and slightly paracentral to the left.
L3-L4: There are mild degenerative disc changes. There is disc space narrowing, disc desiccation and disc degeneration. There is mild disc bulging.
L4-L5: There is no significant disc space abnormality.
L5-S1: There are severe degenerative disc changes. There is disc space narrowing, disc desiccation and disc degeneration. There is mild disc bulging. There is grade 1 anterolisthesis. There is severe foraminal stenosis on the right and moderate on the left. There are bilateral pars defects present.
There is no evidence for fracture of metastatic disease. The paraspinal soft tissues are normal. The conus medullaris and cauda equina are structurally normal. Incidentally noted is a subcutaneous lipoma posterior to the mid lumbar spine.
IMPRESSION: 1. Spondylothesis with bilateral spondyloysis at L5-S1. 2. Small disc protrusion on the left at L2-L3.

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Stan: I've been told a lot of things about pot, but I've come to find out a lot of those things aren't true! So I don't know what to believe!
Randy: Well, Stan, the truth is marijuana probably isn't gonna make you kill people, and it most likely isn't gonna fund terrorism, but... well, son, pot makes you feel fine with being bored.
And it's when you're bored that you should be learning some new skill or discovering some new science or being creative. If you smoke pot you may grow up to find out that you aren't good at anything.

Good morning or good evening to whoever finds them self reading this post, hope you're having a lovely time! I can't say I'm too sure what I want to roleplay but I do know that I have quite the urge to do something! Saying that I have recently watched Pirates of the Caribbean so if you'd like to do a pirate themed plot please let me know :D
Romance is not something I'm looking for at the moment, trying to branch out and try other genres. Otherwise anything would be awesome to try! Fantasy, wholesome, slice of life, high school, horror, sci-fi, mystery, adventure, all of them!
If you have any plots you've been wanting to try I would really enjoy hearing about them! As for how I roleplay well I think I can be quite flexible. Anything from semi to multi para works for me, not too fussy about whether we use first person or third. Typically use " " and * * but can adapt to whatever works for you! Discord is most definitely preferred, don't mind if we rp in dms or make a server. I do like to talk a little out of character at times, so please be friendly :)
I don't typically do fandoms but if you want to ask feel free too, though I can't promise I know everything, and I'll most likely be playing an OC myself.
I suppose I'll list a few of the anime's I've watched recently
The Eminence in Shadow, Spy x Family, Reincarnated as a sword, Highschool dxd, The worlds finest assassin Vermeil in gold, Seven Deadly Sins, Quintessential Quintuplets, Is it wrong to try pickup girls in a dungeon?, Cyberpunk Edgerunners, Your Lie in April, Deathnote, Kakegurui, Recovery of an MMO Junkie, A silent voice, The magical revolution of the reincarnated princess and the genius young lady, I've been killing slimes for 300 years and maxed out my level, High rise invasion, B: The Beginning, Arcane, Chainsaw man.

Hi guys :) My life is giving me a hard time recenty so I decided to post my commisions advert here. I draw mainly manga/cartoon style pieces so if anyone would be interested, here's the link to the doc with all the information you need: https://docs.google.com/document/d/11rkMMJENSG5CKaWMitLFsURD-35u8XsE4u6tgpR-pBM/edit?usp=sharing
I'm a long time DnD player. It is my first time doing commisions when it comes to digital art so I'm open for negotiations/suggestions :)

Domestic violence, rape — the life of suffering that took 18 year old Honoka. “I don't ever want to go back there again!” The place the girl without a place to go ended up with was: the sex industry! Everything was in order to find true happiness. A unique cinderella story starts now! ... Read The Former Prostitute Became A Rich Wife - Chapter 54 - MangaPuma. Read more at https://mangapuma.com/the-former-prostitute-became-a-rich-wife/chapter-54

Haven’t filed taxes for last the last 2 years. I have my W2 forms which will obviously align with my SS life time earning report. I have a W2 for the past 5-10 years of work but just haven’t filed the previous 2 years. Will this be an issue? Planning on filing them soon this year. Just wondering if it’ll be a 🚩 and DQ me?

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Good morning or good evening to whoever finds them self reading this post, hope you're having a lovely time! I can't say I'm too sure what I want to roleplay but I do know that I have quite the urge to do something! Saying that I have recently watched Pirates of the Caribbean so if you'd like to do a pirate themed plot please let me know :D
Romance is not something I'm looking for at the moment, trying to branch out and try other genres. Otherwise anything would be awesome to try! Fantasy, wholesome, slice of life, high school, horror, sci-fi, mystery, adventure, all of them!
If you have any plots you've been wanting to try I would really enjoy hearing about them! As for how I roleplay well I think I can be quite flexible. Anything from semi to multi para works for me, not too fussy about whether we use first person or third. Typically use " " and * * but can adapt to whatever works for you! Discord is most definitely preferred, don't mind if we rp in dms or make a server. I do like to talk a little out of character at times, so please be friendly :)
I don't typically do fandoms but if you want to ask feel free too, though I can't promise I know everything, and I'll most likely be playing an OC myself.
I suppose I'll list a few of the anime's I've watched recently
The Eminence in Shadow, Spy x Family, Reincarnated as a sword, Highschool dxd, The worlds finest assassin Vermeil in gold, Seven Deadly Sins, Quintessential Quintuplets, Is it wrong to try pickup girls in a dungeon?, Cyberpunk Edgerunners, Your Lie in April, Deathnote, Kakegurui, Recovery of an MMO Junkie, A silent voice, The magical revolution of the reincarnated princess and the genius young lady, I've been killing slimes for 300 years and maxed out my level, High rise invasion, B: The Beginning, Arcane, Chainsaw man.

I am a totally normal guy with completely normal medical history without any signs of odd mental health issues. But this morning I just woke up to an unescapable, undeniable feeling of dread that existed without any stimulation from reality aside from complete darkness. The night before tonight was a normal regular night. I was excited for my upcoming interviews as I just recently completed my nursing lisencing exam and their qualifications. But then, there was a phone call that day which was private. It did not bother me at first but it felt strange. I had, never ever, in my existence, ever, recieved one before. Then I started researching why it happened and if it was normal. It was my very average anxiety attack essentially. A part of me thought it might be an interviewer that I skipped out at but it turns out to be much much worse.
At a certain point, I decided to leave it alone and continue with my work then gaming with friends that night. This went on until 2 AM which then I fell asleep quite quickly. This is where the creepy shit starts to happen. Normally my dreams make some sort of sense but tonight it felt like it was controlled by someone or something. Let me explain. My dream started off normal. I dreamt I was an graduate student studying marine biology and was about to embark on a submarine that would descend deep sea. However, it was testing new equipment which would push deep sea diving further than we imagine. So I descended with the whole crew until a certain point and I was nominated to enter "the room". "The room" was a specialized and protected compartment that would isolate me and put me in visualization with the surrounding marine life. Essentially I would see all of my surroundings using specialized light beams. But something went wrong. The submarine had started breaking and was descending at a speed that was too fast. All I could hear is the captain saying its going to be alright and the rest of the crew working with smiles on their faces while we descended into hell. My compartment has better insulation so I could see them slowly freeze before my eyes. It disturbed the hell out of me so I decided to close my eyes.
Which brought me to my second dream. This second dream was quick and swift, filled with happy memories like a weird mix of batman, my university life, an anthropology class and random friends that acted like "mean girls". Felt like a sitcom. But for some reason, they started to disappear as though someone was killing them off. You know the feeling of comfort when you watch a sitcom but then people start leaving or get killed off? This was the feeling. For me, it was similar to watching Micheal Scott leave the office. No more comfort. This person in control of my dreams was intentionally destroying my escape from the deep sea nightmare. Usually the happy parts is where I wake up from in the morning but this was not the case.
Essentially what happened next was the person dragged me back into the first dream where I woke up in the submarine randomly on land. I had talked to the villagers and they said everyone else in the submarine had all disappeared. The reason I escaped was because the compartment pulled off and rose to the surface before I experienced death. But then the dream got weird. I began to see pokemon in hallucinations as though they were alive. None of this felt real and I wasn't sure why. Then I started getting cold all of a sudden. And colder. Then I started freezing. I blinked my eyes and I was in submarine again. But this time, I had no escape. It was as though someone had control of my dreams and was dragging me back into the deep sea dream.
So me being logical, I didn't believe it and I woke up. At first, it felt normal as my senses were gathering. But I couldn't move, I felt paralyzed. I turned to my left and there was a chair imagined as shadow. It was weird. I couldnt control my body temperature and I started feeling colder and colder. I had to break out of the paralysis so I started screaming until I felt I had some touch with reality temporarily. My temperature and body started regulating but my mind was slowly losing sense of reality and going through some psychosis episode. I know because Ive seen this in dementia patients Ive worked with prior. I tried my hardest but every shadow around my room felt like someone or something was watching me and controlling me. Ive never felt this feeling in my life before. Even my thoughts started to get unnatural while I was imagining things everywhere. I had to use the bathroom to pee but I would walk downstairs with this uneasy feeling that something was controlling me. After I came back upstairs, I immediately started hallucinating all the worse things like death and murder for a split second but I pushed myself to look through my phone as a distraction. It helped me but I needed someone to snap me out of this psychosis and put me back into reality. As I sit here slowly writing this post, I wonder to myself if I will ever get another dream that makes me this paranoid. Some part of me thought it was triggered by the unknown of the private number. Its like it could be anything. I could be an interviewer or a scam call or a call with someone who had just wanted to mess with my dreams.

I came across this topic two years back and started to implement this in my life turns out it actually has amazing benefits. My overall productivity, strength, vigor and personality has increased tremendously.
Just wanted to ask you guys as Brahmacharya was in India's ancient texts. do Indians follow this practice?

It's true. People are not so welcoming with the idea of welcoming a person in their life, regardless of how that person is. It may be cause of past trauma or saturation of options, but it is what it is. So today, I am here to just ask for that one mythological chance. At the moment, I don't want any relationship or any commitment, I just wanna be friends. Some info about me :-
I am a 24 year old college pass out who is currently looking for jobs.
I like to sing, write poems and stories, play guitar, chess and have also added 2 new talents this year - songwriting and composing and have created 3 songs till now.
I am a horror fanatic who is in love with quality horror since childhood
I also have a ruthless sense of sarcasm that can destroy you so DISCLAIMER in advance.
I also love anime and manga, with my recent favourites being OPM, Doctor Stone, AoT etc.
If at anytime while reading this post, you felt intrigued, do send a message. Chances create oceans, right?

If you don't know what the Tipler paradox is, it asks the question "where would a civilization get the resources needed to colonize a billion stars?" One of those answers was for a civilization to build robots and send them to another civilization and told to use the local resources to build copies of itself.
In the game we find ourselves playing a character that we don't know for sure if it's male or female, has no face, and possibly could be an android. It doesn't feel lonely, it doesn't have needs like a human would really, and its goal is to build factories from local resources to construct equipment that in turn is sent to space via a space elevator. These parts in turn hint they are parts for the construction of a spaceship.
Planets these androids land on that is considered uninhabitable by colonists are mined of its resources until the planet is unstable such as the molten moon you see in the sky in the game, but planets that can be colonized are kept for colonists to populate after our android has completed our tasks.
The company we work for is a colonization company. And if im right we won't receive colonist until any hostile creatures are eliminated, and any traces of intelligent life such as the alien artifacts we find are removed. SAM ore is an intelligent ore that can be manipulated to create more androids but the company doesn't know how to control it yet.
So that's my opinion in a nutshell. Its still a work in progress, but to me it seems to be the logical direction the story will eventually go and the end game will be the arrival of colonists where our character will then be sent to another planet to continue its work.
On a side note, I think there will be an introduction of an intelligent life form introduced in the game that is trying to "peacefully" stop us from completing our task and stopping the company because of an underlining danger on the planet that if it gets out will destroy the entire universe. Maybe S.A.M. stands for Sentient Aggressive Mater.
What's your thoughts? Think this might be the direction the game goes?

Basically I believe the following things (about people in a general sense, I don't mean these apply to every man and woman):
I believe that it's thought that sexism towards women is so much more common than sexism towards men, across the world (especially in Muslim countries) and throughout history, even fairly recent history. (But my parents and sister told me it is more common but not so much more and that sexism is not about hating women nor seeing them as lesser inferior beings, that it's about men having had the roles of power and control, because they were stronger so exerted strength to get them, etc. But that women were also thought to have a just as important role, in the home.) They said violence towards women is not about hatred towards women but instead about power, control, men being physically stronger and testosterone. And that the men who commit domestic violence are also the types to get into physical fights with men in pubs, etc.
I believe it's thought that women like men as a gender more than men like women as a gender due to this. Because people think sexism means mistreating, hating, etc. And that it's thought women treat men better and with more respect.
I believe it's thought that women like men in a more well rounded way than men like women, because of sexism and because because people think men objectify women and "only want one thing" from women, and also that if you took sex away... men would prefer men in all other ways (they think women are unfunny, etc and they think that men are superior, etc.)
I believe it's thought that sexism towards men is only a thing as backlash against sexism towards women. So women who hate men hate them for how men treat women.
I believe traditional roles are not seen as equal but different and are instead seen as representing a belief that women are incapable and to serve men. I believe also that it's thought that women are defined by their relationships to men.
I believe that when men do typically female hobbies and jobs women propel them to success and praise them for the bare minimum (which they wouldn't do for a woman with the same skills), like drag queens and gay male makeup artists. But women doing typically male jobs or hobbies are held to higher standards, have to prove themselves more, are not given the same support and are even verbally abused or threatened online. (Female gamers, female Mps, in sport, female celebs, etc.) And that there are boy's clubs that are hostile towards women in male dominated workplaces, but not girl's clubs that are hostile towards men in female dominated workplaces. I believe that having female main characters, idols, etc is not something many men want nor can relate to, while male main characters, idols are fine for women.
I believe it's thought that women (especially teen girls) hate each other, get jealous, compete and have internalised misogny, but that men have stronger bonds, friendships and camaraderie. (Even though my psychologist told me that it's instead believed that women mostly support each other.)
My parents and sister told me I was wrong about all of these things and that most people don't think these things, my sister identifies as a feminist herself. But online and on Reddit everybody has the same views as me. Why the contrast? What are your opinions? (Also when I asked my psychologist, she had the same opinions as my family.)